Wow. These past months have flown by, but also seem to stick with me forever.
To let you all know, I have been living with my friend Yadira recently. Not because I moved out or got kicked out, my Mother decided that after she had gotten married, which was in September, she wanted to move also. Since the man she got married to was from South Carolina, he had already had a house down there. So, my mom and Pat decided in early November, very abruptly, that they would indeed, leave. They took all three dogs, and the majority of the stuff that was in the house, I kept my clothing, couches, tvs, gaming systems, dresser, bed, and bedding. Other than that, everything went with them. I am sad to say that I am not living on my own, it is very hard to get a job in the small town I have, I don't understand why a teenager can't get a job at a local restaurant or fast food place since that is what is mainly in my town, but whatever. I will pick blueberries again this summer if need be!
Rather than rambling within paragraphs, I like to use bullet points:
-On my Birthday in July my car took a dump (r.i.p. '08 kia rio also known as "The Blue Wave")
-My mom left
-My depression and anger management has been uncontrollable recently
-I don't get to see my dogs everyday, nor will I ever live with them until I am out of college.
-I never seem to have enough money.
-I can't even get a simple job that is consistent and does not run for a "season" (that will be explained in pros)
-six months until i am able to live on my own as an adult.
-I got medicaid! WOOOO I am so excited! I haven't been to the dentist since 5th grade, which was about 6 and a half years ago.... yeah. Also, now I can get new glasses, which I haven't been able to do since 7th grade, sooo four and a half years ago...!
-I have my first "job" but it is only seasonal. I take video for the local Television Company RTC. I travel with the Basketball team right now, so I haven't done much. Also, I don't make enough doing it... ugh. BUT the reason why it is a pro is because my FIRST EVER JOB is within the field I want to go into when I am older!!
That will look AMAZING on my resume! woo!
-The possibility of me getting my Uncle Todd's 1983 Chevy Van is VERY high. I am praying on this. <3
- I have been talking to McDonald's for some time now. So I might have a job. Once I turn 18 I am going to get a job at Walmart. Make 8 bucks and hour and work at least 30 hours a week. (Because with the budget my brother and i did, i would HAVE TO do all those things to live comfortable on my own all next year during school.)
-March I get to fly down to see my doggies, my mom will be there too, but I am more excited to see Domi and Dozer because they are the fattys of my life. and Uli bear, but i hope he is still alive then! He hasn't been too good. I love them all but Dozer and i have been through so much, i cannot wait to just play with them and sleep with them and be fat with them.
-with this new year, i am going to be getting in shape to play soccer... I am not excited, but i will do whatever it takes to actually play with year. <3
so yeah, that's my pros and cons, and that is my life right now... It is much, but it is how i live... Summer time is going to be so much fun honestly.